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once upon a time i dreamt of going to king's college london. i now know with certainty that it is a dream that will remain a dream, and i'm completely okay with that. maybe not happy, perhaps not content, but certainly far from sorrow. i am aware of my limitations in a vaguely metacognitive way, i'm not grappling and gasping, because some days i feel like i have everything i need to have a happy life*!

*the requirement of Happy varies from person to person!
 
 
Current Music: lady gaga - christmas tree
 
 
21 December 2008 @ 11:48 pm

on make-up: yesterday i'd taped on this row of sparkly copper stars onto my eyelids, of which a pack of 12 gold + silver + copper cost cheaply at $2.50. horribly gaudy and twenty-cent plastic but i completely loved it. i did think i looked.. different, which is particular to me; but more importantly - it was outlandishly outrageous, yes man-flavoured spontaneity. and that kevin would be bemused by this brash aspect of my character. i don't think it makes me more "physically appealing", dressing up just helps to express who i am.

+ just SMILE gonna be okay da da do doooo~~ sigh, rubik! i'll protect you.

IMG_1927 sniffin flowers sniffin flowers
 
 
20 December 2008 @ 02:06 pm

MY MUM PUT A RUBBER-BAND OVER RUBIK'S MOUTH THREE TIMES DESPITE ME TRYING TO WRANGLE IT AWAY BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T LIKE THAT RUBIK KEPT BITING, SHE IS SO CHINESE IT HURTS. RUBIK HAS BEEN ATTACKING THE RUBBER-BAND ANGRILY NON-STOP AND IS REALLY AGITATED.
 
 
20 December 2008 @ 03:13 am

i just read gwenny's email regarding theatresque publicity - because i hardly ever check hotmail - nearly two weeks late!! D: (but it should be alright because i'm a dilatory retard who doesn't have the faintest scrap of work on my plate) so here is a startled!rubik picture; i'd coaxed him to move into the mosaic of soughing sun. because i thought the result would be pretty. but obviously i'm wrong. oh i do go out now and then, anyhow; shopped with michelle a few days ago, and also visited my aunt's new pad. she'd thought i had applied foundation; no, i'm just naturally pale.. exactly because i'm a fat hermit who plays world of warcraft, and whenever i go out the sun hiccups and hides behind clouds. it's true.

edit: just looking through all the previous entries & photos of rubik; he looks so very different from when we first got him!!! REVELATION
aaaand these are just classic (for self-ref)
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18 December 2008 @ 03:43 pm

wow i'm so tempted to convert this to black&white too, the colours looked great on my camera viewfinder but so nasty on my computer screen! and i'm so incompetent in post-processing (anybody have links to share? ;_;) so i don't know how to get it to look like it did in my camera playback.. rubik's so pretty in here though, no wonder everybody keeps thinking rubik's a girl. gonna have to get him neutered sometime though! that would not be interesting.. anybody has a neutered pet? :9
 
 
Current Music: world of warcraaaaft
 
 
 

so i finally bought a camera battery charger! rubik heralds so much drama, i swear. aside from discovering he can do seamless, fluid acrobatic BACK-FLIPS after leaping vertically more than half-a-metre in air, rubik has also a novel penchant for running outdoors which has me knotted up in a pretzel of agonized aghast. he has managed to run into one of my long-time neighbours who raises trophy birds... while carrying said birds in cages. luckily my neighbourhood is relatively cat-tolerant. i hope they don't report rubik to HDB though and have my family evicted. silly cat. i'm thinking of buying chicken wire, because rubik is proficient in wriggling out of people's arms with his magical GHOST-BONES and gets to the front door much faster than panicky person can. panicky person is my mum, anyway. i've told her a MILLION times not to leave the door open!!

psssst. visit jason's photoblog!! i love his sunset-through-bougainvillea captures.
 
 
Current Music: lady gaga - the fame